April 5th 2026
I felt very scared about tree planting the second I woke up this morning. It was paralyzing, I stayed in bed for an hour on the facebook group and reddit.
When I did get up, I had a bowl almost right away at around 3pm. It was mild and put me in a better mood. I decided to go find some pallets to build a bench for the front porch. Eddy tagged along to pick them up for free in Mississauga.
On our way back from dumpster diving, we noticed a sign that said "LIVE SHARK" and right next to it a Chinese temple!? I turned immediately into the parking lot. It was super fun to talk with Eddy and see a freaking shark! I love knowing people who will just go on adventures with me. I got the most delicious Asian food from the food court and brought it home to Kaino. We will be back as a date some time.
When I got home I spent some time stripping my pallets until it got dark and I remembered people here call noise complaints.
I had a few more bowls over the night and Gi came over to hang out with Kaino. I drifted around talking to everyone in the house. It was fun.
Eddy and I had a long conversation in the kitchen while Avery was there. I was sad because she is so negative at the moment.
She was harassing Queburt so badly. She would not leave the cat alone no matter how many times I re-directed her. At some point Queburt was so overwhelmed that she was hiding behind me. Avery came over and grabbed her face with both hands and pulled!! I was so furious and sad but I felt like I couldn't say anything. I took my baby out of the room and decompressed with her by opening the window. I worry so much about their interactions when I'm not around.
When Avery took her attitude and left the kitchen, me and Eddy talked in peace for an hour. I feel bad to say it but Avery really does bring my mood down with her closed minded and selfishness.
It's 3am now and I am waiting to debrief with Kaino. Today was very fun and open I loved getting closer with Eddy.
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